Wednesday, December 21, 2011

The Nightmares are consuming


 
I am having incredibly intense nightmares with hallucinations. So, vivid that they shake me from my sleep. My dreamsor visions are so strong that sometimes I have to wake myself to remind myself that I am not there. I am very scared.

At first, I though that maybe it was just a brain acting up thing and to go with it. I could remind myself of reality by just opening my eyes. But the pain and the fear are building on me.

I am beginning to think I am having reaction to NorCo. I was prescribed Hydrocodon-Acetaminophine but dispensed the brand name NorCo. Does NorCo have any additional side effects compared to other brand names?I think I am having hallucinations.

The anxiety is so intense that my whole body will shake from my scar all the way down to the pit of my stomach. I am desperately reading through lexicomp (a pharmacist database that I have access to) trying to find any indication of my side effects and am not really finding anything. As I read I am beginning to feel increasingly more paranoid and anxious. I am scared. These emotions are so overwhelming and it’s only two in the morning. But it feels better to be up and to know what up and down is.

I will be getting my stitches out today. I will be asking about my prescription. I really hope that they are the reason for these dreams and sensations and are not permanent. I don’t know if I can live with these hallucinations.

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